I'll do better than you.

Jam, 19 A day doesn't go by when I don't do something stupid & I don't ever want to grow up.

I’ve never felt so shit I’m my life

It’s bad when your friends mum points out that you seem depressed and they rarely see you, I dunno I feel happier than I was and I felt great yesterday i was singing out loud on the way to work for god sake I never do that, I just think it comes and goes I mean I guess it’s there behind everything else but I’ve never been one to show that side of me to other people I guess now its got to the point where I just can’t hide it anymore or I can’t be bothered to, I just don’t want to socialise I think people are complete bellends and I don’t want to speak to any of them because all they do is piss me off in one way or another
I’m glad matts home he makes me happy it’s just rare that I see him, hopefully when I’ve finished college and I don’t have all this pressure put on me I’ll feel better.
Also I want really long hair and I want rebound sex!